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Rallied by such campaigns to defend my girlfriend’s reputation, I was itching to dive into the fray. This paper is in part my own rejoinder to those within fan culture who insist on enforcing Olivia’s heterosexuality. As an analysis that begins as a romance, however, it is also engaged with a more esoteric question, that of what my libidinous TV obsession is doing in an academic paper in the first place. Negotiating the contested boundary between critic and fan, that is, sometimes seems almost as treacherous as tangling with the one between straight and gay. This paper chronicles the inquests of three detectives with parallel mandates to search out the truths of desire: my beloved Olivia, always hot on the trail of New York City’s sex offenders; the SVU fan, who watches the show vigilantly for clues to who is in Olivia’s heart and in her bed; and the television scholar, who is fascinated by these epistemological conundrums, driven to investigate how we might know things about television, about audiences, and about sexuality. I maintain that the projects of these three detectives are intertwined in multivalent networks that link knowledge, desire, and spectatorship across diverse televisual registers. Within this fundamentally intertextual architecture, the question of whether Olivia is “really” a lesbian is inextricable from broader ambiguities that infuse the uneasy relationships between texts and audiences, academics and fans, gender and consumption, hermeneutics and erotics — and thus, this paper must attempt to survey in some modest sense this vast contextual ecology.


I model the topologies of these interfaces according to Eve Sedgwick’s theory of the closet. She conceptualizes this colloquialism as a function of the primordially fraught interdependence of binary terms, whose opposition is at the same time axiomatic and “irresolvably unstable” (10). An experience of being “bayoneted through and through... by the vectors of a disclosure at once compulsory and forbidden” and tyrannized by “an excruciating system of double binds” (70) is characteristic of this aporetic logic. While the heterosexual/homosexual dyad is of course the closet’s primary arena, Sedgwick’s thesis is that this binary is historically interwoven with any number of other essential couplings (I’ll include, in this inventory, several of TV studies’ constitutive problems: whether meaning is located inside or outside the TV text; whether the critic is the same as or different from the fan). My analysis consists, then, not of cracking the case where the aforementioned detectives remain stymied, but rather of an exploration of the specifically televisual valences that circumscribe their inquiries, especially at the hazardous junctions of epistemological endeavors, erotic investments, gender stratifications, and consumerist economics. Because the operation of the closet, by definition, dictates that it is ultimately impossible to halt the perturbing fluctuations between a concept and its converse, I can offer no incontrovertible evidence that Olivia is a lesbian, no stable hierarchy of meaning among text, audience, and metatext, no blueprint for the comfortable cohabitation of academic and fan. What I do attempt to present here, through assessments of some of television’s intellectual and social intertexts, is the more nuanced (but nonetheless forceful) claim that Olivia is the indelible fulcrum of a machine of lesbian desire that functions precisely at the volatile intersections permeating these geographies.

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olivia of course

Hi Julie. Finally got to read your work. Can't wait to read the rest. It's interesting to see Bensonism discussed academically. I love it!

I have an interesting perspective to add. After I talked to Mariska Hargitay, the weirdest thing happened to me. Suddenly I could not see Olivia, only Mariska playing Olivia. To make matters worse, Olivia looked really straight to me. I had felt like Olivia was my gf too (which made me feel like I was cheating on my real gf lol) and now I'm sooooo bummed out!!! It was interesting to me how my change in perspective changed what I "saw". I hope to recover before season 6 so I can get on with my obsession.

Did you read Mariska's comments? I wondered what you thought about it. I know you're very busy, but I'd love to hear your opinion whenever you get the chance.

Sally

Yay, my first comment!

So glad you're here. You got my email right? About your conversation with Mariska, I said "This really changes the whole landscape of the Mariska debate across the board, doesn't it? I mean, it is her only public response to date about her and Olivia's lesbian fan base (not counting the Conan quip). Huge!" I really don't think the significance of this sort of dialogue on her part could be underestimated.

That said, I think that the people who are committed to claiming that Mariska is gay and/or homophobic may not have their minds changed by her statements here. Clearly they are very invested in their fantasies, and more power to them. I haven't noticed any recantings, or really much response at all, at the Debate Club.

As for how the conversation changed your erotic outlook on Olivia, well, I purposely didn't bring the Mariska issues into the paper much because I couldn't even begin to sort out the complexities of the blurring of real and fictional in Olivia/Mariska. Clearly, there is a lot of fascinating shifting between these registers for a lot of people, as the whole debate about Mariska (which necessitated her speaking with you in the first place) attests. I think this is a pretty typical relationship with TV, with its breaking down of boundaries and all. E.g. Jane Feuer writes, “Television as an ideological apparatus strives to break down any barriers between the fictional diegesis, the advertising diegesis, and the diegesis of the viewing family, finding it advantageous to assume all three are one and the same." So it sounds like after this personal experience you flipped from reading Olivia (who was previously the more immediate figure) onto Mariska to reading Mariska onto Olivia. Right? But I don't know that I have a coherent intellectual analysis of that, except to say once again: Dude, you talked to Mariska!!!!

More deep thoughts

"it sounds like after this personal experience you flipped from reading Olivia (who was previously the more immediate figure) onto Mariska to reading Mariska onto Olivia" That really got me thinking. Perhaps for some fans, they have to hold onto "Mariska is gay" otherwise they will be plagued as I was. The fantasy they don't want to let go of is about Olivia, not Mariska. Or not (in typical Sally Forth way).

Again, this speaks to the power of the real/imaginary images thrown at us everyday. Politicians use this too very effectively.

Sally

simulacra

Ah, yes, as if insisting that Mariska is gay is the only way to render Olivia's gayness "real." Very astute theory. Hopefully this paper will offer a few other ways to show that Olivia is "really" gay.

We so have to get the Debate Club people going on this. Would you be willing to cut and paste Mariska's answers from your site into a post there?

Don't get me started on politics and the media, oy!

real / televised

I've been talking more with Sally about the way the debates around Mariska's sexuality are yet another parallel level of investigation that follows the same logics as SVU's cases and fans' scrutiny of Olivia. That logic that the truths of desire are never given up easily, and one has to dig below the surface (into the subtext) to find them. If the paper weren't already way too long, I would have loved to make the real/televised (or inside the TV/outside the TV) opposition -- which of course related to my eponymous theme of Olivia being my gf -- a more central element of the paper. It was my original intention to talk about Mariska fandom, but there was no room, and I hadn't get figured out what an appropriate angle on the issue would be. But it's fascinating, no?

more on mariska

two thoughts. one, mariska is getting married. this will also be an unconventional/untraditional marriage. MH is older and more successful and more wealthy than her fiance. another gender bending situation. so if MH is viewed as gay because she, like Olivia, is unconventional (i.e., not a "real" woman), then this marriage will be perceived as not a "real" marriage.

second, Mariska has been trying to change her image. I think she is trying to appear more conventional/traditional. The conventional viewer, IMHO, will translate this as "Aha - she really is a member of the club." Their world view will be reinforced and so they will accept it and move on. The lesbian viewer will see it as closeted behavior. Which it actually is, although not in a gay sense. Closeted means your public persona belies your personal persona in order to make you more comfortable in the social millieu.

This is why I think that MH speaking out will,in the long run, only help her with a portion of the lesbian audiance. Those into "detective" work will just see more vicious circles. I'm beginning to see that those with the so-called fantasy are not necessarily deluded. They just working from a totally different perspective. The images and their desires make it impossible for them to let go.

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These comments are getting awfully long, so I'd like to continue this discussion on another page.

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